Shit... I am making more and more comparisons... the more I do, the more I resist to solve problem. Before I would try to discuss, but gradually I found that direct discussion on problems is useless. As many ppl said, it's hard for either side to change. So I tried to avoid myself from discussing problems directly. But now it doesn't need to avoid, cos I have much less motivation to discuss. Instead, I made comparison. I understand that it's unfair, but I can't avoid.

Maybe I should avoid making comparison?
I dunno what to do as it 's going to be two years old.

Btw, lastnight after rowing with Hung, we talked for a while on what we felt on last summer. We both thought that the reason we lost was that we felt weak on upper body, such that it's hard for us to increase the rating in critical situations. Seems we both felt pity. It's happy that something deep in my mind was released.

近來滿口都係shit