Sorry to my family and the team.
It's quite hard to satisfy both sides. While I need to go back home before 730pm due to family matters, I didn't wanna leave the school tonight (especially when situation was a bit messy). Mm... dilemma...

Sometimes I have to do something to convince my family that I didn't leave them alone, or that I didn't put all my time on rowing.

Unlike last year, when I have no worry on one aspect, I can put all my effort on another aspect. But this year, I have some worries. Maybe there's one way out, is that I have to be able to handle things separately.