Gonna go to Japan next week.

While going to the same place, I 'd compare the situation of myself with last year. I 'd think what I got, and what I lost.

Maybe one major difference is that I am alone now. Though it's me who chose to give up, I maybe really deserved. I just recalled that how ridiculous I was when I got screwed up, seems like I really screwed something up rather than being screwed up. Really sorry to her.

I am a kind of person who like to remember the past. I wanted to visit my grandpa at least once every two weeks because I remembered there's one photo of him with me (when I was 2 years old) in the beach, though I have no memory of it.